Meaning in Boredom

Boredom is grey.
Dreary.
Long.
Drawn out.
Draining.
But...
It leaves time for the dust to settle.
Time for the thoughts to simmer.
Thoughts that are often
Pushed to the back of my brain
Now
Linger.
Time for processing.
For mulling over
The events of the day,
of the week,
of the month.
The hurts that stung,
The joys that delighted,
The puzzles that puzzled me deep down inside.
In boredom they float
To the surface once more
They percolate
And drip
Down
Through the filters in my mind
Like balls in hungry, hungry hippos
When
The balls are sorted and then come to rest
Inside their respective hippos
So my thoughts are sorted into their homes
In moments of boredom comes rest
And yet
So often when I am bored
It agitates me
Irritates me
Infuriates me
Drives me to seek out something to do
Something to distract
From all of the thoughts inside my head
Instead of allowing them
To sit,
To sort,
To settle.








 
 
 

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